What is wrong with me??!! This time of year I am usually a gung-ho mindset to serving others! I can barely muster energy to save myself! I know what's different in me. I have stopped working out. My one release for exercising. I haven't been able to lift in 2 months. I tore something in my shoulder and it wont heal. I am too lazy to jog and I get winded chasing the kids up the stairs. Also, I get winded trying to catch a chicken in the backyard. They are fast and they really really hate me.
I have a bad stomach flu going on right now. I can't sleep because my gut hurts so bad. I blame this on not being as healthy as I should. I have NO excuse. This is the worst I have looked or felt since I can remember. Going downhill fast. I need to stop this. I need a change of mindset though. I need to convince myself to do it.
A fun thing happened today. I was somehow locked in my downstairs bathroom today. I went to open the door and it....would not open. Despite my every effort (while remaining sane). I was given tools to try to open it but nothing worked. I had to actually punch a hole through the door near the door knob and pry it open. Cassie thought this was hilarious as I remained locked in the bathroom, over reacting to open the door. Pictures to follow? Nope.
I hate my chickens. They poop everywhere.
So our Thanksgiving plans are still on hold. We are anticipating a lonely Thanksgiving Day. Which is fine. We Cables manage to entertain ourselves in very non-traditional ways. I feel God wants us to remain here to serve others. Sure it would be nice to visit ALL her fun cousins in cold, wet, rainy, gloomy, 8-hour-drive Oregon. But plans are to stay here.
Sleep is calling me. Though I fear it will be on the couch as I toss and turn all night wishing morning would come. I hate this sore tummy I have. I hate this itchy poison oak. When it rains it pours. What else do we have to pile on me?
good night my lonely little blog.