No more Facebook for me friends. If people want to network with me, then it'll be done the old fashion way. In person.
This weekend was not at all what I had planned. Cassie's job is very demanding of her time as she has to wrap up her year end crap. That translates into, no fun what-so-ever for us until her work is done. Dig a little deeper and it means, no weekend fun on the new kayaks. I'm not aloud to elaborate.
I have never felt so alone in my walk with God. It's like going to a guy movie by yourself. Going to a NASCAR race by yourself. Going to a ball game by yourself. Going fishing by your self. I don't think guys were meant to do guy-stuff by them self. I see my walk with God the same way. I shouldn't be doing this by myself.
I have such a heart to give, to love, to serve, to help. But when that fuel runs out, I have to recharge my own batteries. This time I ran out of the strength to do it myself.
I'm going to wander the wilderness for awhile until I find someone to lock arms with. I already know what will happen though. I'll soon feel recharged and still alone, but ready to do it on my own.
Don't read this and feel sorry for me. I hope you're not. This is just an avenue for me to get crap out of my head that has been there for awhile. Sometimes it feels good to not keep things bottled up.
My Facebook said I had 258 friends....bullcrap. 258 people I know. Silly FB. goodbye.
3 comments:
Friend... it is what you make it...you do have many friends...times are difficult but know that you are a Godly man and will find your way. Hang in there.
We'll miss you on facebook my friend! - Mike
I feel the same way about the whole "friends" thing on FB.
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